Martyr “Syderzi Mousavi” according to his wife; When God’s will and servant’s will become one – rahnam

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To talk about Martyr Syed Drazi Mousavi, I sat in front of a woman who was supposed to describe him from her own point of view and tell how this man, whom most of us didn’t know, lived all these years. But before getting to know Seyyed Razi, it was necessary to get to know him. If we are going to write an epic, its inseparable introduction is the description of a lady who was even more anonymous than her husband and paved the way for her husband.

Mahnaz Sadat Emadi was not only an obstacle; Rather, sometimes he removed the obstacles that stood in the way of Martyr Mousavi with the politics and love of an Iranian woman, so that sometimes Seyed did not even notice them.

According to Seyyed Razi, Sadat Khanum! When he started talking, the determined face in front of us now focused on kindness and spoke to us much more intimately than you might think. Mrs. Sadat Khanum is still taking care of the love that fell in her heart in the second year of high school and she has thousands of words about her husband that she does not know which one to narrate. Sometimes he sighs in the middle of the speech and says that when I remember that Syed is not there, my heart wants to explode.

You can read the first part of this conversation below:

Seyed Rezi Mousavi, Syria, General Qassem Soleimani, Damascus, Lebanon, IRGC |  Corps,

The condition that the father of Seyed Razi is his only son to go to the front put!

Since he was a teenager, Mr. Seyyed Razi had a lively personality and did not like to sit still. Even though he was the only son in the family and naturally loved his parents, but from the age of 15-16, he decided to work in addition to studying, and that’s why he works in the road administration. I remember In the summers, my aunt and my cousins ​​and Seyed Razi would always come to our village “Chashm”, somewhere between Mazandaran and Semnan provinces, and we would spend a month together. He was 10 or 12 years old in those years. We were children and we used to play with guns, he made a gun out of wood and said that we should be killed, it seems that he was thinking about the front and war since he was a child.

When the forced war started, Seyed decided to go to the front, despite his teenage age, but his father did not allow him and told him: “You are my only son!” But the boy’s ears were not ready to hear these words and he kept insisting to go. Until his father explained: “One day I entered Seyed Razi’s room and I saw that he cried so much that the whole pillowcase was wet! I asked in surprise, why did you cry so much?! He said: Because you don’t let me go to the front! Because his father loved him so much, he said: “Okay, I can’t stand your crying and I agree to go, but I swear to you that you will not become a martyr and I will live!” It’s hard for me and I can’t see your testimony.” That finally happened and my father-in-law passed away 5 years ago.

I wanted to tell him I love you cousin!

Be honestI was scared by some of his words, that they said it was very serious, that I should live with his parents And don’t go to work And I don’t even drive! Along with everyoneThese dos and don’ts, consider that I am a young girl who is a few months younger than Syed and has just graduated.

My aunt lived in Zanjan and Qazvin for several years because of her husband’s job. We, who are originally from the north, lived in one of the northern cities. Mr. Seyed had three sisters and we had a good relationship. Apart from that, aunt was also very dear to us. That’s why once when schools were closed, my brother and I decided to go to their house for a few days. Mr. Seyed was in the second grade of high school at that time. In the few encounters I had with my cousin, I found out that he was very serious and was quite formal. Although Seyyed Razi was not very old, he was a faithful and pious person, and at the same age, he was looking for self-improvement. He had not even joined the army yet. In short, with this description of his character, his love came to my heart and I said in my heart: “God, can you make him part of me one day? Of course, if I deserve to live with him?” I was even tempted to tell Syed that I love him a few times. But then I said, God, what should I say? Should I say, my cousin, I love you?! But I couldn’t; It passed and we returned to our home.

When God’s will and servant’s will become one

Until now, he has given me everything I have asked from God, and it seems that he heard my inner whisper this time too. A few years later, his father and aunt decide to get a wife for Sayyid, maybe this will make him less likely to go to the front and threaten him. Seyyed Razi had already obtained a diploma and entered the army. By the way, several cases were introduced to him by his colleagues to get married, but he does not accept and says that my parents should choose. Aunt’s husband says to Seyed Razi: We are planning to propose to your aunt’s daughter Mahnaz Sadat! He agrees and says: “You go talk if everything goes well, I don’t have a problem!” Whatever you choose, I agree. My father-in-law wanted to choose a bride who was not a stranger.

Seyed Rezi Mousavi, Syria, General Qassem Soleimani, Damascus, Lebanon, IRGC |  Corps,

On the day of the proposal, Syed told me that you are my third wife!

When they came, we were 22 years old. We decided to go to another room to talk in the presence of my sister. At the beginning of the conversation, Seyyed Razi said to me very seriously: You are my third wife and my first and second wife! I said ironically in my heart: Happy! As if he was saying that you are the wife of a martyr!

Then he continued: First of all, you should not go to work, secondly, we have to live with my parents, and thirdly, I am a guardian and I cannot live a luxurious life. I will tell you all this, think about it and then answer us! Sayed Razi was loved by all the family, including my sister who was in the room in front of us. That’s why when Syed finished talking, he immediately offered us sweets and said congratulations!

The intention I had in the second year of high school and I had asked God for him was still in my heart and mind, but to be honest, I was scared by some of his words, that they said it was very serious, that I should live with his parents and not go to work and drive. I don’t either! In addition to all these dos and don’ts, consider that I am a young girl who is a few months younger than Syed and has just graduated. But I had made my decision and said that I will accept whatever it is, God has answered me and I accept all these conditions. Well, as I said, I loved my aunt and my aunt’s husband very much, and there was a heartfelt devotion between us and my cousins. I answered in the affirmative while seeing my future bright despite all the difficulties. Although I was afraid of Mr. Seyed’s future, what will happen to him with this situation and way of thinking? At that time, Seyed Razi was trying very hard to go to the front and become a martyr, he was in the front for a year or two.

Wedding shopping without a wedding dress

During the wedding shopping, Mr. Seyed left all the work to my sister-in-law, who was the same age and friend, to go shopping. He had just joined the army and was wearing a military uniform and did not come. As I said, since the aunt had this one son, he was very dear to all of us and they did not want him to be deprived of anything. But he himself had insisted that everything be held simply. We didn’t even buy a wedding dress.

The wedding ceremony of April 1964 was held in the large Hayat of my father’s house in the north with the presence of a thousand guests. My father-in-law was one of the elders of the family, and therefore he invited all his family and friends for lunch, as is the custom of northerners. Both my father-in-law and aunt told my mother: We don’t want dowry, we have a son who wants to live with us, we will use everything we have together. I did not bring any dowry from the north.

The joint life began, but without the presence of the manHome

That was all we triedSayyid Rezi should not be bothered at home. These observances were not due to fear, but it was love that coordinated the affairs of our lives. Maybe it is wrong to say that I was in his soldier’s house, because they often think that a soldier meansObedience to orders out of compulsion. But I considered myself to be his soldier because I wanted to accompany him on the path he took so that he would be more successful in his affairs and manage difficulties with an easy mind..

We started living together in Zanjan city. Mr. Seyed went to Lebanon two months after the wedding and did not return for 6 months! My father-in-law and mother-in-law served us a lot. Those years were at the beginning of the war and Arab immigrants had come to Zanjan from Dezful and other cities in the south, and the Zanjanis themselves were Turkish speakers. I was Persian too. My aunt’s husband helped me to teach in the literacy movement so that I would not have a hard time and be busy in some way. By the way, I got my driver’s license some time later and showed it to Sid when he came home. When he saw it, he said with surprise: To! When did you go get it? I said it was needed! Even though he was against it before, it didn’t stop me from going to work or driving.

Seyyed Razi believed that Haj Ahmad Metuslian was martyred

At the end of 1964 and the beginning of 1963, a group of fighters were sent to this country for a series of tasks, including building a mast in Lebanon. Seyyed Razi also went to Lebanon from the Zanjan Army and spent some time in the Zabadani barracks, where people like Haj Ahmad Metuslian were present before. Of course, Seyyed Razi was mostly engaged in the construction of telecommunication towers in the city of Baalbek, because the situation of electricity supply and telecommunications in Lebanon was facing problems in those years. When Hajj Ahmad was mentioned several times, Seyed believed that he was not a prisoner and that he must have been martyred.

Seyed Rezi Mousavi, Syria, General Qassem Soleimani, Damascus, Lebanon, IRGC |  Corps,

Seyyed Razi’s great dependence on his sick child/everything I have is from him

Our first child, Mr. Sadegh, was born one year after marriage in August 1965. After him, God gave us Mr. Seyyed Mohammad Reza and our last child is Laila Khanum. I don’t remember the exact name of the boys, whose suggestion it was, but my grandmother chose the name Leila Sadat. Of course, Syed Razi wanted to name her Zainab, but the grandmother says that none of the children have my name, if you think it’s good, you can name this girl after me, and Mr. Syed was very happy and agreed.

Mr. Seyyed Mohammad Reza, who is now 31 years old, fell ill at the age of 2 and is mentally disabled. Seyyed Razi always said: I have everything I have from this child, he always told me how lucky you are to have raised this child alone, your place is heaven, intercede for me in that world! Because sometimes we were in Iran and Haj Agha was not in Iran, and I tried not to tell Haj Agha too much about Mohammad Reza’s illness so that his mind would be busy and upset.

I considered myself a soldier of my wife

Actually, if I want to say about the aspects of my wife’s personality, the best sentence is that she was the same inside and out. However, as a wife, I am too young to introduce her and describe her work.

Having said that, Seyed Razi, like all other people, used to get upset and angry at some points in his life. In this situation, we did not disturb him at home and let him calm down. I didn’t ask at all why are you angry? I can boldly say that in life, under any circumstances, Mr. Seyed, he never heard anything from me except yes! I knew him and we knew how we should be and how we should behave. I knew he wanted everything to be done right and accurate. Doing the wrong thing made him very sad. That’s why we tried not to upset him.

Sometimes, to test myself, I said, Hajj, if someone asks you about me, how would you answer? He used to say: I am saying that this Haj Khan has never told me anything other than yes and eyes and upset me! All we tried was not to disturb him at home and not to disobey him. These observances were not due to fear, but it was love and interest that coordinated the affairs of our lives. Maybe it is wrong to say that I was in his soldier’s house, because they often think that being a soldier means obeying orders out of compulsion. But I considered myself to be his soldier because I wanted to accompany him on the path he took so that he would be more successful in his affairs and manage difficulties with a calm mind. If he was upset or angry, we all respected him at home and had special respect for him. Not to be afraid, but later he would say thank God that God has given me a wise wife.

I knew it was my duty to be with him. As a woman I could say I’m tired, I have a sick child, you’re never home! Of course, I would say that he prepared everything for us, if it wasn’t for him, I wouldn’t have waited for a kilo of fruit, for example, if we had guests, I didn’t have to worry about the necessities and I knew he would provide them himself.

Seyed Rezi Mousavi, Syria, General Qassem Soleimani, Damascus, Lebanon, IRGC |  Corps,

I firmly say that as Seyed Razi Mousavi’s wife, in these 40 years and having a disabled child, I did not take one hour of his time in my life. For example, his sisters told him that we are sad, you are a brother, Leila and the boys want a father, one day we did not see you full! Seyed used to say: My work is obligatory! Then you ask: What is your problem? Tell me to do it, you don’t have anything to do with me, and he would pour clean water on our hands and we would know how to behave.

My patience and maybe my sacrifice was from God’s grace and care. Is it possible to be so patient and forgiving? As a wife and a young woman, especially at the beginning of my life, I had many dreams. I wanted to travel easily with my wife. Let’s go to Mashhad and live like other women, but I made myself in spite of them. If it wasn’t like that, I would have been bothered and she wouldn’t have succeeded, and this Seyyed Razi wasn’t here now. If I had behaved differently, I would not have been a good mother. All my efforts were to make Mr. Seyed happy in life. When he reaches a position, I will be a partner with him, but it would be better if we were together.

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